Keeper of the Flame


April 2016

Connecting to the Past

scottishhighlandsI am not a stranger to past lives.  Actually, I have had a past life regression, a couple times, and honestly they went back long, long ago.  Of course, I have had several dreams that give me peeks into the lives of yester-year, but nothing compares to the feelings you get when you are actually experiencing a feeling from a past life.  Today, I had that feeling and over a song at that.  I felt a longing that I have never felt before.  The chills ran up and down my body, the energy was overwhelming. From this, a longing feeling came over me.  A pull, if you will, to something of the past, some thing I was deeply connected to, some thing I loved deeply.  The thing is, up until recently, I haven’t been able to listen to bag pipe music.  I mean I seriously left the room when it was on, just didn’t want any part of it.  But today, today it called to my soul, whispered secrets to my heart that I just can not deny.  Tears streaming down my face, I felt this soul call me…my heart began to feel this pull.  For a moment, I was pulled in between the worlds, feeling something very deep, and quite old.  Could this be a past love of mine?  Could my path be helping me unlock mysteries within myself?  I do know the further I walk down this path, much as been unveiled to me.  The Goddess changes everything she touches, and everything she touches changes.  There have been more and more synchronicity going on, I do have to take time to process it all.  The most work I have had to do is with boundaries, but many of us do.  We like to make people happy and help people out.  The problem is, we generally give way too much and we end up drained. I know that as this change happens, even though the Goddess doesn’t require a sacrifice, we generally end up sacrificing that which doesn’t fit into our lives anymore.  With us half way between Ostara and Beltane the energy is super intense.  Was this a message or a premonition, or just a glance back to a time where I was extremely happy I do not quite know.  One thing that I do know, the more the Great Goddess walks with me, the more she reveals deep, hidden parts of myself that I never knew of.  Parts of me that I didn’t even know I had.  I notice things, those that used to be just simple nothings, learning to see the magic in everything.  Magic is in every thing; the plants, animals, wind, rock…everything!  I do know one thing, this path is magically woven and every step we are shown details, its just up to us to pay attention.  Until more is revealed to me, I will listen to this nice Scottish music and I will not flee from the sound of bag pipes. I am now ready to face this part of my past, and allow the love to flood in providing a deep healing….or maybe this is a sign that this person is coming back into my life again.  Either way, what a gift I am still reeling in this energy of connective-ness.




Daily Message 4/17/2016

Card of the day……


“Magic is the mysterious and coincidental.  It is at the heart of those moments of synchronicity and knowing.  It is woven into the awareness that there is more to life than what you can see.  It is born of that moment when you step without fear and with loving heart into the Void, voice your desire, and have Great Spirit send his messengers to show you the way.  Trust in magic.  It is real, and it surrounds you.”

I do not believe in coincidence, nor do I believe people come into our lives just because. There are reason and seasons for all things.  Appreciation of these things is what we must look at.  Look at life through the perception of Magic.   You will see it in the leaves, the wind and the songs of the birds. It is found in the presence of our friends, and phone calls from our loved ones.  Magic is all around, you just have to be willing to see it…just seek it!

Many Blessings

Sirona Rose

Deck is Messenger Orcle by Ravynne Phelan

Passage Into A New Year

Walking this path, I have found many, many blessings.  An eye opener doesnt even half way cover it.  Clarity is something that we all seek, but then get surprised when it isnt as it seemed.  I have found my old notebooks from when I began my path, and I will say life is a spiral.  Some times knowing can be worse than not knowing, but I also like a heads up.  Within this path, much knowledge is needed to pursue this path.  The history is deep and is well rooted.  When I embarked upon this path many years ago, the innocence and nativity of not looking too much in the outcome of the energy was far away. As my solar return has passed, I truly feel the awakening of a new energy.  With the gifts that are gifted to you by The Great Lady, great responsibility lies.  The Goddess doesn’t require a sacrifice, but isn’t there always one.  We do sacrifice one path for another, do we not?  So, as we go forward on our path, expanding into new experiences in our life, wWheeloftheYeare do have to leave things and people behind.  In an ideal world, we all step forward together,
but that isn’t necessarily so.  Some times, EGO gets in the way, and you become too bright for those that are (now) close to you.  We here to never dim our light, but at times there is a strong need to.  When we are growing, our light gets brighter and that can spark jealousy and fear even insecurity into some.  So how do you progress?  Carefully.  We can not let
distractions keep us for actively pursuing our path, but we are not to hurt them, but to understand where they ARE and know that they too have a path to take.

Leaving the past in the past.  Learning what completions/cycles feel like.   Being attached, but detached and learning what your “stuff” is and what “their stuff” is.  Grounded deep in the Great Mother, but soaring in the cosmos.  I welcome the new path before me.

Many Blessings


©April 9, 2016

A Pagan in A Catholic City

Many know of the South as being the “bible belt”, but to their surprise, they dont actually know that Savannah is predominantly Catholic and not Southern Baptist.  As a Pagan, I can identify with much of that religion.  Last Sunday, on my ventures into the beautiful city of Savannah, we made a stop into St John’s the Baptist Cat80374c81-770c-4185-9e51-e69025d41e5fhedral.  If you have ever been inside this magnificent place, you know how breath taking the art is.  Those who have not visited, you must go see it.

Walking in, you are greeted by a big pool of holy water, that is decorated with Celtic Knots that any Pagan would fall in love with.
On the right side you are shown in art step by step of the crucifixion of Jesus, leading you down to him hanging on the cross.  As a holywaterfountain.jpgWiccan Pagan, I can identify this as the Sun God dying on Summer Solstice (Litha) and then re-birthed by the Goddess on the Winter Solstice (Yule).  On the left, are magnificent painted glass windows leading you to the left corner where Mary Magdalene and the Mother and child sit.  In front of them sit the prayer candles.  Again, another religious action I identify with.



I sat in front of Mary Magdalene, in silence I found solace.  I cleared my mind, opening myself to the Great Goddess.  Within moments, my root chakra was grounded deep within Mother into the land of ancestors.  I felt their wisdom blast through my heart chakra, recreating such honor and humility and words I can not explain.  I began seeing back hundreds of years ago when the Church came upon the children of the Goddess to spread their word.  I can imagine that the Church has riches that it showed off, offering a better easier life.   It does seem, as looking through the window, that the Church took on a lot of the Pagan aspects as well, such as St Brigid and many holidays.  It seems though, the Goddess was put on the back burner and the sacredness of the fertile Earth was forgotten. Looking back on my religion, I can see how much sacredness has been lost, even of the most sacred words.  We seem to think that every thing should be out there on display, and that is just simply not a good idea.  And the way things or paths, especially my religion,  have been distorted makes this argument valid. Being focused on this path, has brought me closer to the Goddess than I have ever been.  Feeling the Goddess bloom inside of me every day is priceless, as there are no words to explain.  In that cathedral, I felt so connected to a lost time, as if I am in the timeless realm that is only felt by a few.  Looking up at the detailed ceiling, I can actually make out little pentacles in the art.  On the wall behind the altar, the flame of Goddess Brigid, is even in the art (as well as Mason signs).973b8941-8dec-4298-b635-11db736e7a70.jpg

Leaving, I felt a sort of  peace, that which you feel at the end of a great journey. Maybe it was a since of release, for my heart does bleed for all the Witches that were killed in the various Witch hunts.  I am feeling the Divine Feminine rising is awakening the Great Mother’s lost training.  In the mystery schools, you were trained and educated in the path of the Goddess.  You were taught the language of the herbs, and taught to read the secrets of the stars.  Tapping into these sacred teachings, awakens us deeper into the realm of the Great Goddess.  When dealing with The Fates, things can be hidden in the shadows, forcing us to look deeper, seeing the healing or teaching without judgement.

This Great Goddess is alive in Savannah, opening like the petals of a rose, one facet at a time.

Many Blessings,

Sirona Rose

©April 12, 2016


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