I am not a stranger to past lives. Actually, I have had a past life regression, a couple times, and honestly they went back long, long ago. Of course, I have had several dreams that give me peeks into the lives of yester-year, but nothing compares to the feelings you get when you are actually experiencing a feeling from a past life. Today, I had that feeling and over a song at that. I felt a longing that I have never felt before. The chills ran up and down my body, the energy was overwhelming. From this, a longing feeling came over me. A pull, if you will, to something of the past, some thing I was deeply connected to, some thing I loved deeply. The thing is, up until recently, I haven’t been able to listen to bag pipe music. I mean I seriously left the room when it was on, just didn’t want any part of it. But today, today it called to my soul, whispered secrets to my heart that I just can not deny. Tears streaming down my face, I felt this soul call me…my heart began to feel this pull. For a moment, I was pulled in between the worlds, feeling something very deep, and quite old. Could this be a past love of mine? Could my path be helping me unlock mysteries within myself? I do know the further I walk down this path, much as been unveiled to me. The Goddess changes everything she touches, and everything she touches changes. There have been more and more synchronicity going on, I do have to take time to process it all. The most work I have had to do is with boundaries, but many of us do. We like to make people happy and help people out. The problem is, we generally give way too much and we end up drained. I know that as this change happens, even though the Goddess doesn’t require a sacrifice, we generally end up sacrificing that which doesn’t fit into our lives anymore. With us half way between Ostara and Beltane the energy is super intense. Was this a message or a premonition, or just a glance back to a time where I was extremely happy I do not quite know. One thing that I do know, the more the Great Goddess walks with me, the more she reveals deep, hidden parts of myself that I never knew of. Parts of me that I didn’t even know I had. I notice things, those that used to be just simple nothings, learning to see the magic in everything. Magic is in every thing; the plants, animals, wind, rock…everything! I do know one thing, this path is magically woven and every step we are shown details, its just up to us to pay attention. Until more is revealed to me, I will listen to this nice Scottish music and I will not flee from the sound of bag pipes. I am now ready to face this part of my past, and allow the love to flood in providing a deep healing….or maybe this is a sign that this person is coming back into my life again. Either way, what a gift I am still reeling in this energy of connective-ness.