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Muses of a Priestess in Training, Keeper of the Flame

Summoning the Fate Verdandi

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I am nearing closer to the ritual, and I am feeling the anticipation soaring through my body. I have had my brain full of thoughts, ideas but when I go to write it just disappears. May be some things are meant to be out floating around the net. It has been so busy, I feel like some times I can’t come up for breath.  I am having to draw my boundaries and enforce them.  My job has been quiet challenging, as I am working a lot and not taking some time to myself.  We’ve had to let go 2 people, one has been a complete idjit and a total let down…but this was all foretold to the lady I work with. She asks for our opinion, we tell her what we see, and she just let stuff go on and on.  I do not understand why she keeps investing in people just because of their beautiful words. This frustration has made a lot of resistance develop with in my life, so I am having to step back.  There was a lot of energy placed in this person, on just a word.  At times, it feels as if those intuitive abilities that she wants in her people are not respected by her. She is so ecstatic that she let go of this guy, its like she finally worked up the nerve.  For me, if I am paying your pay check, you work for me and I am not intimidated by you.  I am glad she is learning to honor her own boundaries, and I do believe it is a ripple of the work that I have been doing ( this boundary thing is affecting my friend as well).

The phase of life I am in, is about learning what I want, focusing, and taking the bull by the horns.  I have became a master multi-tasker, and a bit of a workaholic.  I am having to learn to step back and take some ME time.  There is a lot of stuff I am wanting to do, but I am staying worn out (from working all the time and running here, there, and yonder) that I just want to chill for a while.  I do not like not having the ME time that I so need.  Balance.  I am having to learn how to juggle all of my life, having it work simultaneously together. The new moon is approaching, so I am feeling some time inner is needed.  I feel like some thing is holding me back…but what?  Is this just the energy I am in as I prepare for initiation?  I just feel like I am at a turning point. I am so not the person I was in the beginning of this journey.  I have become so guarded with my energy, and who I share it with.  The Maiden Goddess has fully turned int o the Mother Goddess as I see that all things have limits.  Even within myself, my flower-child-side has calmed down. I am not so free with myself.  I do feel some inner anger, and it comes about when some one tries to “figure me out”.  Really??  Is that anger an emotional reaction to fear? Am I just afraid of what is to come?  Laziness??  Past dreams keep coming back to me, and I feel like they are playing out.  I really am feeling this transition.  The new moon will be in Gemini, and She’s all about integrating the dualities of life.  Venus in Mars right now is really putting the focus on self, and what truly serves me for the greatest benefit. North Node in Leo is just bluntly asking me what works for me, what do I truly want in life, what is my authentic expression……What brings me joy, what does it look like to walk my own path, right here and now, what is my Soul’s desire?

I am feeling a great bit more transition, not really clear on what that will be, but I trust that it will be of my own accord.  I actually feel like the whole world is having a huge energetic shift.  I am beginning to see many things that I have been manifesting come into being and I feel really good about that.  I just got to trust in my magic more.  Witches are born from the inside out, so I am being birthed.  All these feelings cant be written, only experienced.

Blessings,

Sirona Rose

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Oracle Message of the Day

Good morning Starshine!

Today’s message is to OBSERVE IN SILENCE &SEEK THE LESSON 

Venus just came out of retro in Pisces, so yes emotions can be high, but can lead to great healing. I’ve been hearing to slow down a minute and allow yourself to listen and see what is going on. Sometimes, we may not have all the answers,  so we must sit back and watch. Pay attention to all that is unfolding, know that there is a bigger picture and you’re only seeing a little part. Be mindful of all that is happening around you,  listen to your intuition. Through listening to your inner voice, we may be introduced to new ideas, new knowledge and maybe even a new awareness. 

The only way you will be able to listen to your inner voice, your intuition, is to be silent..be still.  The Goddess/Spirit can not speak to you while you’re running around in the rat race.  Slow down! Be silent……listen. 

Many blessings, 

Sirona Rose

Waning Moon in Scorpio 

I hope every one had a great full pink Libra moon.  Lady Luna peaked at her height at 2:08 am est on the 11th, and slipped into the mystical sign of Scorpio at 6:42 pm est that same day.  The Great Lady is in her waning phase.  Here, we want to be very careful in our communications in our relations, as this Scorpio energy can add a dash of chaos.  Remember, in the report I did for the full moon, I wrote about looking deeper, and this energy will make you want to look deeper at things.  Scorpio represents the Occult, and that which is hidden…or in shadow, please remember this.  Scorpio moon energy can be emotionally intense, as well as getting intimate with our shadow.  Watch out for drama, and those that fed off of it. Control those emotions!

This energy will help you dive deep in the spiritual waters, helping us tune into our intuition.  Scorpio energy is all about transformation, so looking into the hidden could help you better pursue your dreams. 

Blessings,

Sirona Rose

Full Pink Moon in Libra

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Sun:  Aries

Moon: Libra 

Mercury:  Taurus R

Venus: Pisces R

Mars:  Taurus

Jupiter: Libra R

Saturn:  Sagittarius R

Uranus:  Aries

Neptune:  Pisces

Pluto:  Capricorn

We are having our full pink moon in Libra, so our relationships will be illuminated.  We have all kinds of relationships, from casual, associates to deeply romantic ones.  As you can see we have several planets going retro, but do not fret my pet, we are going through a birth so let’s use this energy to the best of our abilities.  You may feel pulled in different directions, going with the flow can help here.  

Venus, our planet of love, is going into Pisces still in retrograde (since the beginning of March), so many of you might have felt that energy shift.  When Venus was in Aries, there was a bit of a forceful energy, one of movement, going forward.  We moved from fire, to water.  As she slips into Pisces, we will feel the aggressiveness go into compassion, and receptiveness.  This is a gentle energy, and at this moment is very much needed.  

Along with Venus, we have Chiron and Neptune in Pisces as well.  Venus and Chiron, can produce a very powerful healing energy, this goes into healing old deep wounds.  We have to heal the old archaic ways that do not honor life, and heal the damage that this energy has caused.  

Pluto and Uranus have been square since 2012, and this placement causes a lot pressure.  This placement happened in the mid to late 60s.  Uranus rules Aquarius, and has been in freedom loving Aries for 7 yrs, it is actually helping birth the Aquarian Age.  

Pluto in Capricorn is heavy energy, and is about complete control.  This square pushes against each other.  Capricorn dredges up the past,  while we are coming into a new conscious age.  

Jupiter in Libra retro energy is making us looking at relationships, helping us change by outside influences as well as teaching us how to be in relation to each other.  

I want to really touch on this Venus and Chiron in Pisces and Saturn in Sagittarius dance. As I stated above, deep healing.  Saturn is our father, he teaches us about laws, rules, laws and boundaries; all while Sagittarius is about natural freedom. Pisces is about oneness, while Saturn/Sag teaches us about natural law. As we grow, we are reminded that there are natural limits in our world.  Our morals and limits are tested here.  This placement of these planets are urging us to find the deeper meaning here, look for the bigger picture. We like to follow the advice of all the new age gurus saying live in the now, but we having to consider the future as well…this is where some moderation comes in.  We can not go from one extreme to another, We have to find a balance, there are deeper meanings here and we cant be afraid to see them.  Growth and expansion can happen, but we can’t have the energy shooting out in all kinds of different directions.  Its not easy making hard decisions, because those hard decisions are what defines you.  We are being forced to look at things that are outdated, questions our morality, boundaries, and our consciousness.  Please seek the deeper truth, the bigger picture.

We have to understand that we are birthing our self into the Aquarian Age.  On the Winter Solstice 2012 our planet moved to the other side of the Milky Way…our planet shifted.  Many can try to deny this, but there are certain truths you can’t deny…like the moon effect to the Earth.  Bringing in a new energy is not always easy, as we get fearful when our security blankets are threaten.  But in order to have that wonderful change we are seeking, we must first deal with the old ways that begin exposing themselves.  As we are growing, we have to be reminded there are limits…natural laws.  The deeper truths can only be found in natural law.  We have to understand the value of these boundaries, within our self, relationships, and environment.   Remember, 2017 is a 1 in numerology, new beginnings, as we have been experiencing Uranus in Aries is giving birth to the Aquarian Age, there is a bigger picture here. We have to consciously evolve.  

Blessings   

Solar Return

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I just had my birthday/solar return, and it is falling on a 7 year so this is a bit heavy for me.  I dont mean in a bad way, just one of “it’s time to get off ya booty” type feeling.  I feel the transitions a’comin.  When the Goddess works on you, there are things that happen that you just dont get at the present time, but as you allow the unfolding, makes perfect sense.  When I surrendered to my path, stop fighting and trying to deny who I am and my gifts for that matter I felt the roots dig deep.  I speak of roots a lot, because they are important for us.  That is one reason so many appear to be flopping around like a fish out of water…they do not have roots.  I do not care what any one says, training in any path is a great thing, as it has truly made a difference in my life.  One thing you get is history…..you have to know the history of your path and the people.  Far too many times, I see people post false stuff about things they have no idea about.  Then when presented with facts, they say well I will believe my brothers and sisters…never mind what the truth is.  Training in the beginning and experience are two things that are necessary. You can have all kinds of Phds and be all kinds of book smart, but if you havent had the experience you really dont know how it actually feels and what it truly means to walk that path.  This goes for anything.  Would you want a doctor operating on you that wasnt trained??  Why would you treat your spiritual health the same way?  But thats another story….

So, here I am on this threshold of new beginnings, as well as endings.  I am seriously tired of being held back, especially by people I have to pull along.  It truly amazes at all the ideas I have pop into my mind, only having to figure out how to produce them and actually getting them on paper is a different story.  I love my path, and I want to share it and teach it with all who want to walk it.  It is not for every one, and that is perfectly OK with me. The Goddess calls her own.  With this solar return, I am very much feeling her changing me within.  I feel the need of caring less of what others think of me, and focusing more on me…not in the selfish ways, but on the gifts that I have and can offer to others.  Training to be a Priestess, you put yourself in a teaching role, and I am really trying my best to learn all that I can learn in order to serve the Goddess.

As I march on my path, I am seeing how others have taken sacred words and spread them across the ether as if they are nothing.  There has been a watering down of my path, with so many twisting and turning it to fit them and their needs.  How selfish can one be?  I have witness folks wanting us to change our over 300 yr tradition just to suit them, really??  This type of selfish attitude is slowing taking the traditions (training you will not get out of books) back under ground….and maybe that is what it will take. In order to preserve, we must keep secret.  The problems we run into is that we believe people will take things in consideration the way we do….and then we sadly learn they will not.

Soon I will walk through the threshold of my second degree, where I will accept my role as a teacher of my path. Then, it will be my job to preserve this Goddess path, it will be my role to correct the misinformed. Not that I know all, but a tradition is a tradition. Change is inevitable, yes, but the core remains the same. My tradition, just like many Pagan Celtic traditions, teaches one to look to nature.  I will honor the Great Goddess, the Divine Feminine and I will do my part to bring back the sanctity of the gift of being a woman.  Honoring my God, I will see the powerful role of protector the Divine Masculine emanates.  I will listen to the ancestors speak with me through the wind. I will honor my elders who have gone before me, sharing their knowledge and experience.  Watch her cycles, watch her other creations; how do they respond and interact with each other, what are their cycles, what is their place in this world?  Reconnect with Mother Earth and just watch what she will teach you!  Compare it to the world around you.

Blessings,

Sirona Rose

The Gift Empathy

Good morning Starshine! Happy Thankful Thursday!

So I am sure we’ve all heard the word “empathy or empathic”.  There so so many memes and quotes out there of being an empath you probably ask yourself if everybody is….well yes, to a certain degree. 

The word Empathy is known as a phenomenon where you experience, sense and absorb the emotional energy of another person, animal, or environment. Now this gift can lead to depression and confusion for many that have problems controlling it, but it can also lead to deep levels of healing within yourself. We can use these experiences to explore our emotions, and become more emotionally aware.  Empathy is deeply embedded in our biology, as it is a  true gift that connects us to other living beings.  This mirroring of our brains neurons, Empathy, is called emotional contagion. By getting control of our emotions allows us to become aware of our emorional responses as well.  

This practice takes us inward, helping us gain self awareness.  And by leanring to control it, we can actually use it to help us manifest that which we want. 

Blessings, 

Sirona Rose

Aries New Moon 2017

Happy Aries new moon!  This is an awesome new moon as we are going into the Aries season, so yes action, growth, are enhanced. Plus, we just had the Spring Equinox.  A friend of mine and I were talking about this, and yea we do like to play the Devil’s Advocate at times, and we began to look at this more in depth. Aries usheres in the energy of FIRE, the spring, the push of new growth. And you can read about all the newness this new moon brought in ask over the net. And as this new growth, new opportunities can be very exciting,  it can distract us from what is needed first. When the moon is dark, we go inward, and in this inward time, we get presented things that we may not like  (especially looking in the mirror).  We must understand that new beginnings, mean endings. This is one area we are not always ready for….endings.  They can come in may ways, but it is what we must shed in order to grow, do better, to allow that which we are trying to accomplish. This moment isnt always smooth sailing, as we are moving in to new waters. As we shift into this new season, at this new beginning time, allowing the new unfolding.  Also, keep in mind that Mars, Aries’s planet,  used to be the planet for Scorpio, before Pluto was discovered, so expect to feel some dredging up of some kind.   Scorpio is ALL about transition,  and with this fresh fertile energy, you my change jobs, relationships, move, even give an old relationship another try. There is an energy of not settling anymore, and really going for what you want.  You just have to decide what you really want.  Here, YOU are tge key.  Aries says “I AM”, so what are you? Heads up here, this energy can be very sexual, so flings could be in the air. So be cautious if that’s not what you want. It will behoove you to tap into some creative energy, garden, use this energy to have fun manifesting.  Dont let Scorpio’s echo keep you in the deep pool of emotions. It’s time for action!

Blessings, 

Sirona Rose🌙

Daily Goddess Reading

Today my Goddess Tarot called to me. For some reason, music was I my heart during this reading.

The card I pulled is 6 of STAVES, with KUAN YIN on the bottom of the deck. In order to get to our goal, achieve what we want, do that which is in our best interest, we must first sacrifice all that keeps us back. We’ve all heard that its near impossible for 2 different energies to occupy the same space. Taking that statement, we are told that to have better, we must do better. If we want to grow, we must be willing to come out of our comfort zone and flow with the energy of change. This is the only way, that is if you really want to achieve that which you desire. 

For some reason this had been coming up alot. 

Let’s ask ourselves why?  Are you fighting against the current, or riding the tide to help you get where you want to be?  Or do you really want it? Are you making excuses for yourself?  

Take responsibility, and be the maker of your happiness. 

Blessings, 

Sirona Rose🌙

Spring Equinox 

The card I pulled for the Spring Equinox is SURRENDER TO THE FLOW. I know for me, this is a challenge. When we are trying to make things work, sometimes we become so controlling we dont allow the full unfolding of that which we are manifesting. There comes a time when we have done all the work we can, then we just have to set back and allow things to unfold. When we feel like we are hitting dead end after dead end, this is a clear indication to take a step back and just allow.  

The message this equinox is to step back, understand trying to control limits the outcome. You cant control everything, and thats okay. Surrender, step back, and have trust and faith that things will manifest for your Soul’s highest purpose. 

Many blessings, 

Sirona Rose🌙

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